[Just.Like.Candy]
Do I belong here,
can I crush my aging fear,
my heart keeps racing,
my faith keeps hating (You)
Chorus
You're, not, helping me
you, can't, just let me be
now, I, see through these eyes
of, your, candy coated lies
Candy coated lies
I sacrificed myself for you,
this nothingness won't get me through,
you're making me break down,
and now my happiness can't be found
End Chorus
My time is almost out,
my mind is in this fearfull doubt,
your words have all been left alone,
left to suffer at my broken home
I'm afraid of what might happen,
this pain is creeping on my skin,
you're nothing to me anymore,
my hate
The feeling of life and death by Yuna-Hime, literature
Literature
The feeling of life and death
Smell my fear, sense it, feel it
Slit my neck with your fangs,
Feel the dark blood run from my precious veins
Turn your back, and stare at me,
blind me, rape me,
your eyes, piercing my gaze, licking my lips, waiting..
I put a cross to my heart, as I say farewell,
I'll join you in my next life,
to live..
Live again
Two years. Two years?
Sometimes, one's life really gets out of hand. Perfect example? Mine.
Just finished my seasonal Halloween Store job. Now I only have my retail job at Ardene and school on my plate. I was doing 55 hrs and school. Crazy? I think so.
Before that? Ridiculous amounts of school work and everything else under the sun.
I just don't have time for photography, photomanips or anything like that. Hopefully when I am finished my schooling (April 2010!) I will have more time to spend on here. I know I have a few watchers who like some of my stuff and I really appreciate it, so I'm sorry for never posting, but alas: I am back.
Now
So I was looking at all of my old journals, and I was thinking: WOW, I am really retarded.
I have MANY updates. This is basically a blog to me now. Besides, no one likes reading my journals. But I LOVE LOVE LOVE reading Em/Shane/Gabby's journals. Notice how Facebook has become so much more popular than Myspace? Oh, social networking sites, we love you.
-So today Im at home for a wonderful 7 hours because my class was cancelled. I had a midterm at 8, and finished by 8:25. I'm getting 100% in that class right now, so it was piece of cake
-Finally got my foot tattoo done. Yes, I got the top hat on it. Fuck that man, it looks killer! Check it
i. post these rules.
ii. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
iii. tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
iv. at the end of the post, 8 or more persons are tagged and named.
v. go to their page and leave them a comment telling them they're tagged.
here we go;
one; Im in love with starbucks
two; older men always think im older than I am, therefore, they hit on me often (and this is at work)
three; my back tattoo will cost me 8000$ and take 1 1/2 years to finish
four; I LOVE BEER
five; I like wearing coloured/theatrical contacts (I have turquoise and fully black ones)
six; my fave numbers are 13 and
Holyfuck Lindsay this CANNOT be you. This is not you. Oh my god! I visited this gallery like three or four YEARS ago and saw that "Illusion" piece! My ex-gf commented on that, about the wings!! O___O